Turnaround Teachers

My wife and I, both teachers, were moved profoundly by Pastor Danny’s message on August 23rd. I’m sure there is a more streamlined way to do this, but I’d like to share an excerpt from an article I published some years ago that seems apropos given the return to school and today’s “Dream” themed message. Thank you Pastor Danny.

Pastor Danny Rivers

Mr. Brown
The refrain teachers have begun to hear more frequently from colleagues in recent years, and certainly with greater intensity, has been that the students are unmotivated, irresponsible, undisciplined, detached, and disrespectful. Many teachers feel they are doing all they can to address the problem and seem content to view the problem through a deficit lens. The problem rests, severally and collectively, in the laps of the children, their parents, their culture, our society, T.V., lawlessness, listlessness, Godlessness, and an educational system that often stymies creativity and celebrates mediocrity.
Still, there are those teachers who seem to see promise in all their students, who refrain from teachers’ lounge bashings, remain optimistic in the face of daunting conditions, and seem able to ignite in their students a desire to learn. These are turnaround teachers—teachers who are, first and foremost, caring individuals who develop relationships with their students. It might be argued that the most frequently encountered positive role models for children, outside their circle of family members, is a favorite teacher. For many, a special teacher was not just an instructor for academic skills, but also a confident and positive role model for personal identification. Having a person acknowledge us, see us for who we are, as their equal in value and importance figures high in turnaround relationships.

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I met my first turnaround teacher while in the 4th grade. His name was Mr. Brown. One day, as he walked from the back of the classroom, he gently squeezed and patted my shoulder. A simple, perhaps benign, gesture. I’ve often wondered if this kind teacher sensed in me a profound need to have someone care. He could not have known that at that precise moment I was reeling emotionally from the latest in a long series of terrible weekends–weekends punctuated by beatings and verbal abuse of my entire family at the hands of a binge-drinking step-father. For me—the skies opened and the Angels smiled in the wake of this kindness. Mr. Brown became my hero that day. Yet what had he done to be deserving of such adoration? He was the purveyor of hope. He cared. For the first time in my life, I dared to dream.

I read voraciously, because Mr. Brown read voraciously. It began the day he asked why I refused to read and what interested me. I told him I didn’t like reading—but that I liked the old Yankees baseball teams. He walked me to the school library and helped me check out The Biography of Lou Gehrig. I loved the book—which led to similar books and eventually a life-long love of books from a wide range of genres! Years later I found the same book, published in the fifties, in a stack of discarded books from the library at the high school where I taught in San Antonio, Texas. It was a reminder of the joy that may be gleaned and the seeds sown in the smallest gesture of kindness. That year Mr. Brown played sports with us, dazzled us with his knowledge, and taught us Spanish (a practice probably frowned upon based on what I remember about ethnic sensibilities in the San Joaquin Valley in the early sixties). A favorite activity at the end of the day was for Mr. Brown to have us take out our dictionaries. We were instructed to read any definition to him—he would provide the word. He never missed! It was in Mr. Brown’s room that I became a true life-long learner and lover of literature. My nine-year-old musings even included an oft-embellished scenario in which Mr. Brown would come to my house, beat up my cruel alcoholic step-father and marry my mom!
Years later, I decided to visit my hometown and to thank Mr. Brown. I wanted him to know that I had modeled my teaching after his—and that, in a quite literal sense, he had saved my life. During the two-hour drive from Fresno to Bakersfield, California, my mind was flooded with memories of a simpler time. There were Tinker Toys, the Twist, Howdy Doody, Looney Toons, Superman, Zorro, and the Mickey Mouse Club. Levi jeans were not really seasoned until they were so dirty that they stood in the corner of the room waiting for our return. P.F. Flyers really did make us run faster and jump higher and we were reminded daily that “father knew best”. Soon the invincibility of our handsome president would be shattered, civil rights would take center stage, and people we knew would take part in an unpopular war. We watched history unfold in our dining rooms as strategically angled T.V. sets flickered images that forever altered our threshold for violence.

HERO

Sadly, I would never complete my mission to see Mr. Brown. I learned that the Mr. Brown of my youth–my hero–had died. This wonderful young teacher, with the infectious smile and boundless energy died only a few years after he taught me. How had he died? The school secretary told me that he had died from the complications of alcohol. The irony did not escape me. However, I was not discouraged by it. I have continued the legacy of the heroic teacher who was a giver of dreams. I too became a giver of dreams. I taught. Although I retired several years ago, I realize that our profession may be better served by an inquiry that not only identifies the traits and qualities of turnaround teachers–but seeks to cultivate those traits in aspiring teachers and, indeed, any teacher who, like Mr. Brown, recognizes in all our students, no matter the challenges, a glass that is significantly more than half full.

Published by Dean Evans

 

 

Photos by Gilbert Zertuche

http://www.raproject.org/blog/entry/what-really-is-a-hero-anyway

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